Holidays, deep thoughts

The 4th brought me a lot of time to just think. Think about what my true motivation is for my life. I am really blessed to be given the opportunity to take the time to reflect and process my life. With that I have come to the realization that God is the only one that will be able to shape my life. He is the only one that can give me the guidance in my life. I cannot allow others to effect that and I must look to him for everything. Today I got the opportunity to share my heart with 3 of my really close friends. We have had this opportunity every Monday for the last 3 weeks, but this week it really hit me. What hit me is the heart of a man. What a man desires more than anything and why is it such a hard thing to do. But it all comes down to what my good friend Tim said today: “Drink Deeply of the opportunities of life, and become drunk on the passions of your soul” That’s all. Just look to all the opportunities in life and use God’s guidance to pursue that, because God will give us the desires of our hearts. So my heart is focused on God because only then I can live in happiness.