Well… I haven’t posted in a while so I thought I would today. Sundays for me as of late have been quite reflective and today is no different. Life for me at this time has become what I am calling simply complicated. Complicated cause there are a lot of things I cannot understand. But simple cause I know how to find the answer. Three weeks ago I gave my testimony at church and since then I have been doing a lot of thinking. God will sustain me through everything I am struggling with, but it is up to me to trust him.
But why when everything from the exterior seems to be right in life, but things on the interior are chaos. I think in this God is teaching me to trust him. I can’t understand everything… I am not paid to understand. I know things will be different in time… the important thing is to be patient and wait for God’s time. He is always perfect in His timing. God give me the patient to wait for your timing and guidance in everything. Help me to trust in you, I know you will sustain me.